HELLLLLL.

Hello World!

I’m going out to study alone soon so I’m here to blog before doing so.

I’ve always felt that I’m in no position to judge anyone’s abilities or intelligence, simply because I’m not that bright either. In fact, I think I’m rather daft most of the time. Anyway, after EMaths paper 2 on Wednesday, Manda and I went to take bus 12 home. On the way to the bus stop, we met this really stupid dude (yes he’s rly stupid) who came up to me, and screamed “MATHS IS OVER!” in my face. That dope didn’t get his desired effect because I didn’t scream or jump or anything. I just looked at him blankly. Y’know, that was not the first time he’d tried to pull such a stunt on me. A few months ago, Thet and I were walking in the same area and he came up to me, pointed at his friend and said, “My friend wants yr number!” and started laughing. HELL. I don’t know what to say about him except that he’s immensely dense and is undoubtedly a total nutter.. I don’t even know him. What a douche.

Anyway, I went to study at T3 with Jingyu, Yonghan, Gabriel and Sinpong yesterday. HAHA. I reached first, followed by Gabriel, and the rest came really late. LOL.  

We were studying SS and Gabs was telling Yonghan about Venice and something about Marco Polo…

 AND Yonghan said, “Marlboro?”.

LMAO! Damn funny lah! Sinpong’s reaction was classic. Haha..

Sinpong: “Next time you smoke Marco Polo lah!”

LOLOLOLOLOL!

Friggin hilarious.

KK I GTG.

CYA.

English, Emaths, SS, Chem, Physics, History, Literature, Higher Chinese, Science MCQ   =O

 

Hellohello.

Hello World.

Keep hearing this song on Power 98. Lol.

Anyway, yesterday’s practical was crap for almost everyone. Lol. I was really stunned when I got a negative gradient for my graph. LMAO. Everyone got a negative gradient anyway. Phewwww~

Btw, anyone interested to go watch/listen to Maksim with me after O’s? Heh.

I think SS should not stand for ‘Social Studies’. It should stand for ‘Stupid Subject’. Done slacking… hafta go and chiong ‘Stupid Subject’.

Bye.

FML.

D: I’ve never hoped for you to come back after so long. I was never prepared to take you back after those things you did, and I don’t think I could ever bring myself to do that. I struggled with it but I really can’t. I can’t even bring myself to speak to you or to even hear from you. The thought itself is unpleasant. We will never be the same. I’m sorry but please don’t expect to be hearing from me.

Thet: Thanks a lot girl. If not for you I’d have been lost. 🙂  

Keyan: Thanks for listening. 🙂

Shut down.

Hello World. 

This world scares me so much that it’s somehow repulsive. I’m glad I’m leaving everything behind. 😀 

Went for physics consultation with Yuanyuan this morning. We were almost late so we took 31 to change bus but in the end it was a total waste of effort cos we ended up taking bus 10 & we saw Edna, Syahida and Joyce. LOL!

YY and I were talking about joining California Fitness! That’d be like uber fun. LOL!!

Anyway my parents are damn @#$@#$. I really don’t mind if they split (which is finally happening?). I think we’ve all had enough but sometimes I can’t help wondering, what if I don’t have a home anymore? Well, at least things are finally coming to a closure. It would really do everyone good.  🙂  

From now onwards I cease being the door mat that I was.

CYA SOON;D

 

Take this sinking boat and point it home.

Singapore men have hearts of gold!

Hello World.

I almost landed in a hospital just now. Thank God a few uncles and a guy came forward to help me.

Feeling very disturbed by a perpetual bout of weariness, I thought I should go for another one of my regular evening jogs to freshen up.

Stopped at the fitness corner for a few sit-ups before heading home, and it was then when I felt this immense pain in my abdomen. Nice time for my monthly friend to drop by, ehs? It was the worst cramps I’ve ever suffered. Anyway I could not walk so I sat down at the steps of this bridge in the park. I sat there for quite some time before this very kind malay uncle offered to call my family for me. Then I realised had no one else to call for help apart from my sis because everyone else was out. So I called her, but she didn’t pick up and I had no choice but to just sit there and wait for the pain to subside. Then another uncle came and he offered to call the ambulance for me. LOL.

After they left, I tried to walk home but I only managed a few metres cos I was cold and I knew I would faint if I continued walking. Sat down on this box thing under this tree beside the fishing pond for a while then got up and sat down on a chair by the pond. Just rested my head on the table and I didn’t even care whether the table reeked of fish. LOL. Anyway, this uncle who was fishing there came to ask if I needed any help and I feel so bad now cos I almost vomited on his feet. Just missed his feet by a few inches. LOL!!

Then, another uncle came over and said he saw me sitting at the bridge. He got me a mug of hot water and some tissues from the cafeteria by the pond. So nice right? I asked him if he works at the pond and he said he lives nearby and happened to see me. Too bad I didn’t bring my phone. I would have got his number and thanked him again when I got home. 

Well, another guy happened to be at the park too and he came over and asked if I needed any help too. Haha. He said he lived somewhere near the park too and he asked if I had problems getting home. He couldn’t help me anyway because he wasn’t going in my direction. But I was really grateful still.  

I’m sooooo super touched by all these strangers. I never knew Singaporeans could be so kind. I thought I was dead meat after sitting at the bridge for 10 minutes. Many people walked past but they just gawked at me. No one approached me till the malay uncle did. I even called for help from this lady who was going up the bridge and asked if she had any painkillers. She didn’t respond initially but when she did, she said no and walked away. I was so glad when the uncle came to help me. He even comforted me and told me I’d be okay. It’s something my own dad never ever did for me. I’ve never felt so helpless.

I brought my watch along and I was wondering just now if any of my family members had realised I had gone missing. I usually got home by 7 whenever I go jogging. Today I got home at 8. And when I got home, all my sis said was, “Why you never wash your dishes?” and those bloody-oh-so-big-deal dishes weren’t even left behind by me.

When I told my sis I wanted to borrow her phone cos I called her using the malay uncle’s phone and I wanted to thank him, she said, “Don’t do it lah. He’s a stranger”. =.=

Mum told my Dad what happened to me just now and all he did was just to scorn at me. “Huh so lousy arh.. run a bit also can faint”. =.=  Dunno why the fk my mum must tell my dad what happened to me. He won’t understand anyway.

Anyway, I take back the words I used to say. Not all Singaporean men are ungentlemanly. Those uncles and that guy I met today were absolutely kind and gallant!

Well, I gtg.

BYE.

Platypus is a duck?

HELLO WORLD.

Told xiaodidi Keyan about my super diao dream last night.

‘xúåñ . . . says:
i dreamt of something even weirder
‘xúåñ . . . says:
i owaes have weird dreams
‘xúåñ . . . says:
cos my sis was dissecting this squid tt day
‘xúåñ . . . says:
den tt day, we went for dinner wit my sis’s in-laws
‘xúåñ . . . says:
n we had 海参鸭
‘xúåñ . . . says:
den i was telling my 2nd sis
‘xúåñ . . . says:
tt when i was small i tot tt dish was platypus
‘xúåñ . . . says:
cos i tot it’s 海深鸭
‘xúåñ . . . says:
den she burst out laughing
[彦] says:
LOL
‘xúåñ . . . says:
den ytd i dreamt tt i had a pet platypus n my sister wanted to dissect it
‘xúåñ . . . says:
n i fought wit her in the dream
‘xúåñ . . . says:
LOL
[彦] says:
LOL

YEALA. Stupid right? When I was small I thought that a platypus is a kind of duck that lives underwater.

BYE.

Overload…overload..

HELLOOO!

Yay my mood is back to normal~ 

I’ve been doing just two things today:

1) Memorising history notes (@#$#@%$@#$).

2) Doing class video for grad night (Cos Ms. Lim’s been asking for it… so I thought I’d do it. Feel bad for always troubling Caleb. LOL)   

ZzZ. Wanted to put photos of all our teachers into the video too. Then I realised I could only find photos of Mrs.Ng, Mdm. Lim, Mrs. Wong, Mdm. Sharifah and a superrr small image of Mr. Mubarak which I kop-ed from school website. So I thought I could just draw some of them on photoshop (which turned out like crap)…

LOL LA WTH RIGHT. I think the most accurate drawing is Mr. Tan’s face. I don’t take POA, so I can’t really rmb how Mdm. Yeo looks like. Mdm. Liu doesn’t even look like the way I drew her. Mdm. Alamal even worse…. LOL.  And I don’t even know Mdm. Sahriana and Mdm. Afidah. LMAO. Don’t worry. This won’t go into the video.

Anyway…

I somehow succeeded in making Mrs. Wong and Mr. Mubarak look very chio (lol okay lah Mrs. Wong is very pretty and Mr. Mubarak is very cute without makeup lah). LOL. I photoshopped mascara onto their lashes for fun. LOL. Mdm.Sharifah’s photo too blur for me to do anything to it. LOL!  

LOL. This is before the makeover. Anyway don’t worry. The makeover photo won’t go into the video too.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! I LOVE THE TEACHERS WHO TEACH ME!!! Hehs.

Just to sidetrack a little, I don’t think my dad is taking me to Europe anymore. He’s not happy with my prelim results(=.=). ZzZzZ whatever. I just hope to get into SA. LOL.  L1R5  18 -9=9….  LOL. Fat hope lah.  

GTG DRINK COFFEE AND GO STUDY.

BYE.

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I feel like I’m damn stupid. Why the hell did I even bother to apologise to u. I felt I should apologise after YH called me last night again to tell me how sad you were and blah blah blah. I felt it would be good for all of us until I heard about what you said to JY. Anyway you’re just a self-centred egomaniac. You just didn’t wanna take the chance and put down yr pride. Mai jiu sua. =.=    

Anyway I took down the two posts I dedicated to you. The first one’s too nice and the second’s too mean. Hah. Seriously.  =.=” =.=”

Blah.

Hello World.

Tmr’s the last day of school.

Just came back from Park Royal Hotel. Went to try the food for my sister’s wedding. Super full sia. Tmr must go jogging.

ZzZzZ. I just opened this email from my Dad. I don’t usually read emails (3168 unread mails..LOL) but he told me to. Anyway it’s some stupid Michael Jackson video that made me scream and jump up from my chair. I thought it’s a video I saw before and I thought it’d be okay to watch it again. Then MJ suddenly popped out and screamed. WTH sia.  

Alright. Fine, since everyone thinks I should chill and whatsoever, I will but don’t expect me to do anything about it. I apologised too much before. I just don’t wanna care anymore. I don’t even wanna apologise for all the insults at the end cos seriously, he was rude to me first. I was nice in the beginning but he really made me lose it. All he thought was we don’t wanna be his friend. Totally didn’t get the point. Well if he still thinks there’s no need for him to change, then forget it.

 

 

Self-explanatory.

 

Anyway,

God bless those who are suffering from the effects of the quakes.. bless those who lost their loved ones, and those who lost their livelihood, their property, & everything that was ever of significance to them.

Of course, I don’t think I can ask for blessings from God since I haven’t been in touch with God for nearly a year. Somehow, I reproached Him for putting me in some situations I found so hard to get through. (bet some ZzZ ppl would say, “No! God listens and loves you all the time!” and then scramble to pray for my return. It’s okay ppl. I know of your kind intentions =))) Well I’m not praying for myself this time.