$#@!#$@

$#@!#$@

I’m so damnnnn pissed off.

Met a pervert on bus 14 !@#!@#(AGAINNNNNNN!)

This disgusting fat uncle sat beside me on the bus and he deliberately moved closer to me and squeezed me till his legs were against mine. AND he friggin rubbed his fat thighs against mine! I was like WTF@#@!#!@! I turned, looked at Jess and Huiying and I was mouthed, “HE PURPOSELY SIT VERY CLOSE TO ME” to Jess. I couldn’t get out cos I was scared he would touch me or something. HAHA. I just kept moving away and he just kept moving closer. Then the worse thing happened when the bus reached Tanah Merah (I had to alight, of course)…

Me: EXCUSE ME.

Fat pervert: *flashes me a perverted grin*

Me: *looks at him indignantly*

Lol. Met Wenya while I was alighting the bus and I complained about the fat ass as loudly as I could. Hope he heard me. HAHA. Then we met Willie at the MRT platform. Went home to Pasir Ris together. Haha. (FYI the three of us were from the same primary school 🙂 )  HAHA. Met Intan and she walked home with me cos I had no umbrella. THANKS INTAN. HAHA! Feel so blessed! 🙂

Well I’m damn pissed cos it was my 7th encounter with perverts/psychos (those who have read my older blogs would know I’m really damn suay) . Like !@#!@#!@# y’know. I mean, do I look like I have the words “PLEASE COME AND HARRASS ME!” plastered on my face? Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Seems like all the fat old uncles and mental patients love me. @#$ GRrrrrRrr. Y’know I don’t want to stigmatize the mentally ill but some of them really are…. disturbing. (Can’t really blame them for the chemical imbalance…but it’s really disturbing!) The fat old uncles are worse. For God’s sake, just go home to your wives. Don’t go around targetting young girls when you probably have daughters at home!

Yucks.

Anyway Mdm Sharifah showed us an article and some photos on abortion. Super gross. Felt so sick during HCL. I swear I’d never abort my baby if I ever have one. HAHA. I mean… babies are gifts from God! (At least I think and feel so..). Bleargh.

Kay done complaining/crapping.

Cya.

Heyheyhey

HELLO WORLD.

Went to cut my fringe with Yuanyuan and Amanda. Haha. Tired of pinning up my fringe.

School today was okay except for that bloody Joseph Chua. @!#@%$@ No wonder the whole class hates him. Friggin nutter….. Brrrrrrrr.

I wore specs to school today cos I felt like sleeping (you cant sleep with your lenses on. And yeahh I slept on the train and almost missed the stop. THANKS INTAN FOR WAKING ME UP).

Haha. Whenever I wear specs to school I’d cause a big hoo-ha. LOL. Everyone kept asking why I wore specs to school. EVEN THAT PAO GUY/Vu/Gerad said I looked “nice” (yea… he meant I looked UGLY). Aiyerrrrr. Never ever gonna wear specs to school again. ='(

LOVE

WX

“如果爱纯属

虚构、不再真实，为何分开是难过的开始？”

好久没见到你。。。已经忘了你长什么样子。

Three years.. it’s not a short period of time.

WOWW.

Hello World!

Just checked my blog stats and I’m like… WOW.

This post (click to read) alone garnered 607 reads on the 13th of April and 423 reads on the 14th of April! Haha. I can’t believe it. It must be because of the pandas. Haha.

I had no idea so many people read my blog. Haha.

By the way, friends, my H/P is SPOILED AGAIN. Can’t send SMSes AGAIN. Call me if you need to tell me anything! =)

Gotta go.

LOVE,

WX

忍！！！！！！

Honestly, do you need to remind me of that all the time?

I’ve been hearing all this sh*t from you for FOUR bloody months and do you REALLY think I don’t feel hurt when you keep reminding me about it? Do you REALLY think I’m not aware that I need Amaths in JC/poly? Do you REALLY think that I didn’t consider the possibility of taking Amaths as a private candidate?

Truth is, I’ve been thinking about all these things and I have been trying very hard to stay positive. So why can’t you be sensitive towards my feelings? Why must everyone be sensitive to YOUR feelings all the time? 

Honestly do you think I feel VERY HAPPY when I see the rest of the Amaths ppl doing new stuff like differentiation and whatsoever? Do you think I feel elated when I see the rest of the Amaths peeps discussing about new equations that I have no bloody idea about?

I’ve been telling myself that this entire episode is OVER and right now I have much more time to study for the other subjects. I’ve been moving on, meeting my expectations and staying happy BUT you just keep putting me down.    

I did tell you to stop harping on it, and I told you that nicely. Why must you keep hurting my feelings? You’ve been a good friend to me, and I don’t want to ruin any relationships with anyone.

Why must you keep doing that? I know that I’m stupid and can’t even qualify to keep Amaths. Hahh. I think I’m really stupid. I spent all my saturdays last year doing only Amaths and I can’t fucking keep it. I’m not like you, woman. My brain is just SCREWED up. I’m just plain stupid, alright?

And honestly, if you really were such a freaking smart ass, why weren’t you offered Amaths? 

Fyi, I’m going to the Arts to continue pursuing Literature, not Science =)

Oh wells. I’m done venting my frustrations.

Don’t worry. I’m pretty sure I won’t be sad or angry by tomorrow morning. Haha.

DONE.

TAGGED BY EDNA THE SMELLY

50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 5 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
– Lu Sihui, I think.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
– DP in MSN? Clarke Quay.

03. Your relationship status?
– Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
– Yes.

05. What is your current mood?
– Boredd.

06. How many siblings do you have?
– 2!

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
– Jingxuan and Peixuan.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
– Somewhere I could see the Aegean sea.

09. Have a crazy side?
– YESSSS 🙂

10. Ever had a near death experience?
– Nopee.

11. Something you do a lot?
– Daydream. Haha.

12. Angry at anyone?
– Nope.

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
– *Stares blankly at the screen*

14. When was the last time you cried?
– Approx 6months ago?

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
– Yeash. My family 🙂

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
– People I love 🙂

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
– ZHIYI! Talked till 2am last night.

18. What is your favorite song?
– I have lotsa favourite songs. HAHA.

19. What are you doing right now?
– Typing this lahh!

20. Who do you trust right now?
– People who have proven to be true friends 🙂

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
– I have no ideaa.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
– Nahs.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
– The sec 3 guy Jinghan lives two floors above me. Haha.

24. Describe your life in one word?
– Eventful.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
– The Pizza delivery man. Sis and I ordered pizza. WHERE THE HELL IS HE?! I’m ravenous.

26. What should you be doing right now?
– Mugging.

27. What are you listening to?
– Cry – Kelly Clarkson.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
– Can’t rmb. Hugged too many choir peeps!

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
– Haven’t got yelled at for a very long time so I can’t rmb. Haha.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
– Yes?

31. What is your natural hair color?
– BLACK.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
– Zhiyi! I don’t like banglas lah!

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
– I can’t remember. I think I’ve not been saddd for quite a while 🙂

34. What do you hear?
– My sister laughing.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
– Straight!

36. Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
– Nope. I’m not a chocolate bar!

37. Do you have a best friend?
– Of course!

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
– Nahs.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
–  Duh. 🙂

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
– When I was a kid.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
– Yeah 🙂

42. Are you currently jealous?
– Nope. Why would I be jealous? Haha.

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing?
– Earrings.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
– Talking and stargazing with Ranjanni, Steph and Hohan at Steph’s playground.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
– Yes/No…. Alright, yes lah.

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
– Yes/No… Alright, yes. Haha.

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
– Nope.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
– Flu and fever.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
– 2am. Cos I was talking to Zhiyi on the phone! 🙂

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
– Naws

Last day.

HELLO WORLD.

Yesterday was my last day in choir. (Yea, last day for all the sec 4s).

Last time walking into the AVT as a SL. Last practice. Last performance. Last time listening to the teachers brief us as a choir. Last time checking the AVT for litter. Last time leaving the AVT with my friends.

Expected myself to cry but somehow I didn’t. It’s very hard for me to cry these days… Haven’t cried for a really long time.  Didn’t even cry when I saw people crying. Haha. Guess I’m abnormal.

But really, thanks everyone for everything. Singing in TMS Chorale has been a really wonderful experience that I’d NEVER forget because you guys have made me a stronger and HAPPIER person! Haha.

Well at least I left choir smiling, not frowning. Haha.

Speaking about FROWNING, I can’t stand it when people say that I have a glum face and I should smile more on stage. YESS it’s true that I should smile more on stage but what can I do?! It’s my natural facial expression! I already tried my best to smile, but I just can’t do it the way others do it. (No wonder people think I’m unfriendly and unapproachable). Well you can’t change my face unless you force me to go for plastic surgery(YEA…  change my face into Joseph Chua’s face and NO ONE WOULD EVER COMPLAIN THAT I DON’T SMILE). I just don’t like smiling. @#$@$ But who cares? I’m outta choir noww and I don’t needa force myself to smile anymore! HAHAHA!

Mayo, my bestie since sec 1 🙂  Need I say much? HAHA! Lovessssss! =)

Miss Soh!!!!!!! I had to tell her, “Miss Soh you’re really damnnnnn pretty” before she agreed to take this photo. HAHA.

Miss Thng, the sweetest teacher ever! Haha. I really will miss her! =))))))

Hohan!! Really nice to talk to! Hope you do well in your N Levels! =)

Deborah my dearest junior! Haha. HOHAN SAID YOU WERE CHIO YESTERDAY! HAHAHA!

Joey! Fellow CM and friend since sec 1! =) Really sweet girl! =)

RASI~~~ CLASSMATE SINCE SEC 1! =))))))

Lululu! Sits behind me in class and is really nuts! HAHAHA! =)

Yaotian! My classmate from sec 1-2! HAHA! Annoying like crap sometimes but he’s really nice too! =)

Hung Kiat! HAHA! My dad’s friend’s son. HAHAHA. Look at his face. =)

Pao/Vu/Gerad! Haha! Really funny guy! =)

JILLIAN! Sits beside me in class and is really sweet too! =)

Loong! The dude with the amazing voice! =)

STEPH!!! Super nice girlfriend! =)

DONALD THE GODZILLA/CHEESEBURGER DOUBLECHEESEBURGER BOY!!! HAHAHAHA. Superrr funny!

Remah my junior! Really sweeeeeeet and hardworking! =)

Eunice! This photo looks overexposed… but whatever lah. HAHA. Friend since sec 1 and fellow exco =))))

Daniel! Same HCL class and our student conductor/pianist. =)

Tuck Weng! The dude who went from Soprano in sec 1 to Bass in sec 4! =)

Denijah my juniorrrrrrr! =)) Love her!

Dorothy! My junior too! Haha. =) Very passionate towards choir! =)

Jazreel! Cell group friend and friends since sec 1 =

Didn’t get to take with everybody. And the pics I took with Amanda and the excos are with Amanda. LOL! Siannnn.

Anyway… I’ve been thinking of the old times. The first song we learnt was Hatikva. The first time we performed we sang Hatikva and Kimi Ono Sete. The first time and only time we went overseas together, we went to Malacca (well that’s not even considered an “overseas” trip). The first time we had a concert, it was at NAFA. The first time I led the Altos, I was in sec 2 and was very very nervous. The first and only time I broke down in front of others, was in front of the Altos. The first and only time I tried conducting, was during the TMS Open House at the end of sec 2.  Well… we had so many firsts together… and it has all come to an end.

Went to Pizza Hut with Rasi, Ranjanni, Hohan, Steph, Amanda and Clayton after Speech Day. Laughed till my head hurt. STUPID RASI!!! HAHAHAHAH! Hohan, Ranjanni and I sent Steph home cos she didn’t feel well. Anyway the four of us ended up chatting and stargazing at the playground in Steph’s condo till 9.50pm. Haha. Went home with Ranjanni. =)

OH F*** I CAN’T STOP LAUGHING!!!!!

GOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE GOT A GOLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!

A FREAKING GOLDDDD!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!

HALLELUJAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

GOLD!

I TOT WE WOULD GET A SILVER!

RASI, AMANDA AND I WERE DRAWING LOTS AND I DREW “BRONZE” THRICE IN A ROW!

OH DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I’M SO FREAKING HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE DID IT!!!!!

CHOIR I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

OH OH OH!!!

OMG LA OMG LA!

JUST  GOT THE NEWS FROM MAYOOOOO DEAREST.

HOW I WISH I WAS THERE!

SCREW HCL TEST!

I SHOULD’VE BEEN THERE!

DAMN! DAMN!

HOHAN’S ASKING ME WHETHER I’M SERIOUS. YES LAH IM FRIGGIN SERIOUS! DAMN DAMN DAMN!

MY SMSES ARE COMING IN NON STOP! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

OK IM A BUSY WOMAN.

CYA. IM OFF TO DANCE AROUND MY HOUSE. BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

 

(EDITED AND ADDED ON)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

IM OVERJOYEDDDDDDDDDDDD!

WE MUST ALL GO OUT AND CELEBRATE TOMORROW! AND WE MUST ALL STAND WHEN THEY ANNOUNCE THE RESULTS IN THE MORNING!

WHOOOMPEEEDUMDUM!

MR OH MUST SHAVE HIS HEAD!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

AND THANKS ALL FOR FLOODING MY INBOX!~

THANKS MS HO! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU! YOU’RE JUST LIKE OUR MUMMY! LOL!

THANKS MISS SOH FOR THE HONEY WATERRRRRRRRRRRR!

THANKS MRS LOKE FOR TEACHING US!

THANKS MISS THNG FOR BEING SO SWEEEEEEEEEEET AND I REALLY WILL MISS YOU!

THANKS TO THE PIANIST MR LEE FOR PLAYING WHITE HORSES FOR US!

THANKS MRS ONG AND MR ARI FOR BEING SO SWEEEEET!

THANKS TO MR OH FOR ENCOURAGING US AND PUSHING US TO DO BETTER AND FOR PROMISING TO SHAVE YOUR HEAD! THIS TRICK REALLY WORKS MAN!

THANKS DARIUS FOR THE SMS AND SUPPORT!!

THANKS HENRY FOR COMING BACK TO SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGE US THO U MADE FUN OF ME!

THANKS LICIA FOR THE SMS AND SUPPORT TOOOOO! LOVE YOU!!!!

THANKS FAZIRAH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!! LOVE YOU TOO!

THANKS MANNING FOR ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT US TOO!

THANKS HUIHOON TOOOOOOOOOOOO!

THANKS ZHIYIIII LOVE LOVE LOVE!

THANKS EDNA FOR WISHING ME GOOD LUCK YTD MORN!

THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AND THE LIST GOES ON…… 

 

Hey Temasek Chorale.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU, TEMASEK CHORALE!!!!

EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! Haha.

Oooh yay and mummy dearest cooked carbonara. Haha. (ok this is damn anti climax, i know).

Had SYF today…Heexxxxx getting results tomorrow.

Went for morning pract and I was really HYPER cos I had double shot coffee. Lol. I felt kinda sad when I gathered the altos to correct them cos it’s the last time I had sectionals with them. Y’know I used to hate sectionals because the altos could never stop talking and they always pissed me off like hell. Now I really don’t mind doing it again cos I really love them! Haha.

Gave my dearest exco girlfriends chocolate and post-it notes! I love you girls! ^_^

And I gave lollipops and notes to 30+ choir peeps. Haha.

Felt that it’s the least and last thing I could do for choir… after speech day it’d really be goodbye. Haha. But of course, I’d go back to see my juniors.

I hope all those who received post-it notes from me won’t throw em away (if not I’d be REALLY UPSET) because EVERY note I wrote is different! God bless you guys! You guys have been really nice! =)

Well, I forgot about some people and I’m really sorry!!!!! HAHAHAHA. Will give y’all on Friday. Please forgive me!

AND ar… that super senior Henry is damn mean. Kept imitating me. Lol. It’ not like I don’t wanna smile. My natural expression is just like this lah, aiyo. Time really fliessssssssss.. still remember SYF two years ago. He and Licia (my buddy in sec 1 and former SL.. LOL!!) came to see us and they didn’t seem so old. BUT now they seem so old. LOL.

Anyway, Mr Oh, Loke and Miss Soh said that choir did quite well.

BUT… I just smsed Darius and he said, “I think you all did your best la. Haha. But be prepared to maintain the silver. Well done”.

Errrrrrrrr…. Ok. Haha.

Actually I don’t mind getting a silver lahs. Cos we’ve all put in lots and lots of effort into it. What matters most is that we’ve all grown and learnt together as a choir. =)

I HAVE NO REGRETSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha.

Once, again,

I LOVE YOU CHOIRRRRRRRRR!

OHhhh…and just to side track a lil…

Happy belated birthday, Keyan! =) I’m sorry, I REALLY DIDN’T KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY! HAHA.

Love,

WX

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Aw man.

Hello World.

Been listening to Kelly Clarkson’s “Already Gone”. Dang it’s really good! Wish I could sing like her. HAHA.

AND… I saw this dude singing a remix of “Already Gone” and Beyonce’s “Halo” on youtube. It’s freaking me out. *goosebumps*

Watch it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuVxOqoML4c

Can’t upload the video in wordpress cos it doesn’t allow me to embed youtube videos. #$%#$% Lol. Just watch it. He can friggin sing that in falsetto! Oh my God lah. Well he does looks kinda gay.

Already Gone – Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hurt you now
I can’t stop

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another
That doesn’t always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn’t keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone
I’m already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone, Oooo, oh
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone
I’m already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone…

Anyway I laughed like mad cos of Sinpong. Talked throughout Mr Ng’s lesson and he kept telling me lots of uber racist stuff. HAHA! Can’t stand it man. And Mr Ng was actually listening. Haha.

Grrrrrrrrrr. HCL tomorrow. Ultra sian. Sighs.

Oh, and,

THANKS MISS THNG FOR THE PEN! WE WILL MISS YOU! =D

It was really nice of her. Haha. =) I’m gonna make her a carddddddd~~~ =DDDDDDDD

And by the way, I didn’t know lots of people actually bother to read my blog! Haha! I didn’t even know that peeps like Brandon, Ranjanni, Joelle, Rasi, and more, actually read my blog/know that I have a blog (until they told me, of course)! Wowwwwwwww~~ Haha. HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOG! PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT WHEN YOU DROP BY SO THAT I KNOW YOU’VE BEEN HERE! HAHAHAHAHA! HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

And bye. HAHA.

Love,

WX